Post 12

I felt like dying jad! Is that my nasser? The one who told me I can trust him? 6ila3 a player oo la3iba 3alaiy and not with anyone!! With my cousin :@ 

Me: LAYAN!!! I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING HATHA WA7ED 7MAR LA3IB 3ALAINA!

Layan: Dalia shfeech shitguleen? :/ intay shaku?

Me: ana haman akalim Nasser Al- Flani, he's 18 oo ib the same school :)

Layan: La hatha 7abeeby shfeech a7ib oo uhwa e7ibny

Me: tabeen proof ba3ad? Hach shoofay the convo!

I showed her yesterday's fight

Layan: :O

She was shocked 

I was shocked

I was crying

She started crying

Al7een itha radaina il bait kilman beshik ina 9ar shay feena cause we both looked chinna a7ad 6agna ib weyoohna

Me: La ana ma artha a7ad esawy chithe feeny! La oo ba3ad feech! WALLAH WA7DA IB WA7DA! Ra7 eshoof hal mu mitraby!!!

Layan: Maku shay nigdar insawy :'( Maby akalma hal 7mar :'''''''(

Me: La 7abeebty itshooeen shbinsawy fee :) I have a plan, for now act like ma9ar shay i7na binwary

Layan: shimhabiba??

Me: 3indy 5i6a just wait :)

I stopped crying and plastered a smile on my face, I felt so stupid I'm never gonna let anyone do that to me again. I never wanna be vulnerable. He was an a$$. I held the rage in, I needed to be strong since I've only known him for a few weeks, and Layan has known him or months. She must be dying inside, itha ana chithe infijart 3ayal ehya shloun?

Layan: magdar magdar, I can't talk to him

Me: itnameen 3indy ilyoum?

Layan: Okay bas as2al umy

Me: I'll tell 3athba about this whole thing she always knows what to do!

Layan: I thought you had a "5i6a"

Me: I do :) I just don't think it's enough for that back-stabber 

Layan: 3assa emoot, mu kafu!!!!!!!!

Me: I hope you didn't do anything stupid with him.

Layan: umm la masawait shay 

Me: mm

Ashkara sawat shay bas sakta.. Allah yastir!

I called up 3athba

Me: 3athba

3athba: hmm shfeech?

Me: I really really need you please namay 3indy

3athba: latkhar3eeny tell me shfeech

Me: Just sleepover okay?

3athba: okay al7een ashoof 

Me: by the way Layan bitnam haman

3athba: ee okay akalim mama oo agoolich

Me: okay take care bye

3athba: enshallah you too!

End Call

Me: yalla Layan wipe those tears shway oo inrid il bait

Layan: How are you okay after this?

Me: trust me I'm not, I just need to get payback 

Layan: How's that gonna help?

Me: that mofo is gonna learn his lesson, he can't play around, he thinks he can just get away with it? :) HE CAN'T

Layan: mmm

Me: ha are you fine? Inrid ilbait?

Layan: ee

Me: cause malekhulg esa2loon as2ela shfeekum oo madry shinu

Layan: ee I get it imshay khanrid

We went back home….

Gi3adna bil 9ala, Basma my little sister joined us

Basma: Layaaan! I miss yooou *hug*

Layan: Me more!!!

Basma: bitnameen 3indina?

Layan: eee 

Basma: allah wanasa

Me: 3athoub bitnam haman

Basma: cool! agoool taboon inyeeb bal3a?

Layan: khanroo7 I need comfort food

Me: uff!!

We waited for 3athba and once she came ri7na il jam3iya

At the jam3eya…

3athba pulls me alone 

3athba: bitgooleenly shfeech wela shinu!?

Me: ee wain basma?

3athba: thak il 9oub ma3a Rayan yala gooleely

Me: ltizifeeny wela it6igeeny and don't make me feel bad about myself!

3athba: yalla khal9eeny!

Me: kalamat Nasser bbm oo I think he we're together

3athba: maku fayda matismi3een il kalam! inzain oo ba3dain? 

Me: I just found out inna Layan is with him too ;@

3athba: NA3AM!???

Me: hatha laish abeech itnameen 3indy! 3indy khi6a

3athba: mashalah 3ala il khi6a hatha mal 6ag mal agool 7ag 3abood ethba7a or something

Me: It doesn't work that way

3athba: adry shfeech tabeen khi6a? A9eerlich khi6a!!

Me: I know you're a mastermind yalla tell me what to do

3athba: bilail bilail :) imshay let's get chocolate

Basically 5amaina il jam3eya

On our way out…

There was a group of guys next to bab il jam3eya, they were smoking. 

Boy 1: shinu hal jamal mashallaah 3alaikum

Boy 2: Um il azrag 

That's basma

*she turns* wayiha im3abir 3ady itgoom it6igga mat7ib chithe

Boy 2: ee intay intay

3athba: Basma malich shighul fee latlifeen

Boy 2: LAT9ADGEEN 3UMRICH YAL BA6AAAA!!!! UM KARSHA

All the boys: KAAAAAAAK hahaha!!

Me: :o

3athba hates people who are disrespectful so she turns around

3athba: ya 8aleeleen iladab! Yahel oo chithe itgooloon 9ij lain galaw ti7tajoun tajneed! Intaw reyayeel? Staghferallah!

We all walk away

1 - 0

Wayihum 3abar they were like >> :O

3athba: basma malich shighul you're beautiful 

Basma: whatever 

Me: staghferallah mu mitrabyeen

Basma 9arlaha wayed she wants to lose weight. She isn't even that fat, she's just a little bit chubby. She's insecure about her looks, madirat ina law ith3ifat she would be so pretty it6ayi7 ilshabab. 7abeebty ikhty I love her :(

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Radaina il bait 

Shaghalna the tv and we were chilling

Basma was in a bad mood she didn't say much, she didn't eat. 

Me: Basma

Basma: hmm

Me: ya 7ilwa smile malich shighul

Basma: mm

Layan was in a bad mood

Basma was in a bad mood

I was in a bad mood

Maskeena 3athba 6a7ast'ha 

Me: til3iboon deal?

Basma: ana banam taboon shay?

Me: la salamtich goodnight

3athba: Basma goodnight 7abeebty

Basma: night

Dashat daarha I knew she wanted space, fa ma rikatht waraha

Layan: yeebay il deal

Me: I think ib dar Basma al7een aroo7 ayeeba

3athba: when you come back tell me khi6itich

Layan: ee I'm dying to hear it

Dashait actually dar3amt dar basma, ligait bab il 7amam maftoo7

and basma was on the ground

She's been throwing up

I can smell it!

Me: BASMA!

Basma: dalia :o um umm laish dasha dary 6il3ay barra! 

………..: banat? sh9ayer??

to be continued...

Post 11

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Adry za3alt Nasser bas shasawy, this is getting too deep, and I'm falling for him. I knew it was gonna get this way ana kint adry. Oo adry itha baina ite9alat It will get deeper, kafy ily ga3deen insawy ghala6. Bas itha zi3al oo ibkha6ra ekalimny I will 3alashana… I'm just gonna wait for a couple of day, maybe he's gonna forgive me. 

I went to my grandparents' house, madry laish a7is minziman 3an ahaly, bas ga3da afaker 3an Nasser, that NEEDS to change! I hope I see Layan. Layan is my closest cousin a7ibhaaa bas mitghayra 3alay oo madry laish. I need to catch up with her. 

Sitting and waiting for everyone to have a seat by the the lunch table… We're the ones who are always late, awal marra we're early :p

Layan walks in!! I hug her and tell her to sit next to me. Kalba 9arly 2 weeks mu shayfat'ha </3

Me: Kalba? Inshallah makoon mu shayfetich for 2 weeks!!

Layan: Intay ily matis2ileeen 

Me: La wallaah latrag3een

Layan: hehehe :$

Me: ta3alay baitna after lunch

Layan: ee okay, mara7 inroo7 3ind 3athba?

Me: I want to spend time with you ;;)

Layan: okayy, tabeen inroo7 mamsha?

Me: yeah why not? We burn off what we just ate 

Layan: ee wallaaah

Here's the thing, Layan was such an innocent person, bas awal ma she got her phone and got surrounded by bad influence taghayerat oo shway shway we drifted apart.. That's what her Dad gets for being so closed minded -.- 7abis'haaa, kil shay la, I respect him oo ma alooma ina he's worried about her being exposed to the society bas kil ma ilwa7ed yin7ibis they wanna break free even more, creating a person that will do anything to rebel :) Layan stopped telling me things and so did I. We used to tell each other everything but eventually that stopped, today I'm gonna try to get somethings out of her. Adry al7een 3alaiha suwalif.

We went back home basa6na shway then left to the mamsha, staghferallah ma7ib athlim bas 7asait she was gonna see someone. 

Me: Layan

Layan: hmmm?

Me: minu itkalmeen?

Kanat mindamja ib her phone, mu ma3qoola a7ad chithe mindimij -.-

Layan: umm Bedoor

Me: mmmm shlounha?

Layan: Zaina il7imdella

Me: salmay 3alaiha

Layan: yo9al

I knew she was lying :) I hated Bedoor a7is ihya ily kharibat Layan, she was soooo innocent!!!! Madry sh9aaar :'( Layan was the person who was always there for me ghair 3athoob bas awal ma te3arifat 3ala Bedoor taghayerat!!

Me: Tathkireen youm kintay it7ibeen 3abood =))

Layan: haaaaaaaaay!!!! That was a long time ago -.-

Me: hahahaha =))

Layan: chubb!

Me:  3ayal minu it7ibeeeeen?? ;)

8a9eb ba6ale3 ma3looomaat!!! Ma7ib chithe! Itha she told me a secret I'll tell her about Nasser.

Layan: ma7ad :)

Me: Latchathbeeeen!!

Layan: shakuu

Me: Layan! Adry 3indich suwalef miny minak

Layan: Shloun ya3ny miny minak?

Me: it3arfee what I mean!

Layan: Laa fahmeeny

Me: wai3 9ayra maleeqa -.-

Layan: iff

Me: Ashkara itkalmeeem!

Layan: :O

Me: eeeee! :)

Layan: And what if I do?!

Me: I just want you to admit it!

Layan: FINE! AKALIM!! HAPPY?

Me: Eee :D

Layan: zagga

Me: hehehe

Layan: chub

Me: tell me everything starting with his name

Layan: isma Nasser :) a7iba oo ohwa e7ibny 

Me: 9ij?

Layan: ee

Me: shinu his last name?

Layan: Al-Flani

Me: ay madressa??

Layan: *says the school*

Me: 3umra??

Layan: shinu ta7qeeeeq!!!

Me: JAWBEENY

Layan: 18

Me: :O

Layan: shfeech? ;s it3arfeena?

WTF

AMOOT?

ANTI7IR! AWAL MA A7IB A7AD CHITHE E9EER FEENY!

I broke down, I started crying and crying ma3qoola? My Nasser is hers too? No!!!! This can't be!!! akeed fee shayyyyy, an excuse! Somethinggg

9ij lain galaw don't fall in love

I broke

Post 10

Hello my lovely reader <3 Enjoy, this post is kind of different than the rest :D Tell me what you think!!

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It's been a few days… 

3athba kilyoum ma3a 3abdullah her cousin oo ana lail7een min9adma madly shadowy, alien I'm on my way over to her place, atwaqa3 3abood is there too. 

wi9alt

Me: 3athoooob 

3athba: hey baby <3

3abood: salamkum =)) 7imdella ooo shikir

3athba: mashallah ya3ny salamna i7na

3abood: hi Dalia shlounich? :)

Me: il7imdella you?

3abood: good

I used to know 3abood gabel kint kil maroo7 bait 3athba ekoon mawjood so I'm comfortable around him…

3athba: guuuuys I have a question bas la tith7ikoon

3abood: ta3awadt 3ala as2iltich il ghabiya

Me: ee wallaa

3athba: taboon indroo7 jam3iya ib masks 

Me: 3athoouba 7abeebty itay 9a7ya?

3abood: sawait'ha mara ib america 

Me: maynoon?

3abood: you gotta live life 

3athba: =)) wanaasaaa

3abood: taboon?? 

3athba: eeee

Me: myaneeeen :'(

3abood: itha taboon inroo7 al7een lana ba3ad shway lazim aroo7 ilduwaniya

3athba: yalaaa come on Dalia let's do something crazyyyy

Me: what am I getting myself into

3abood: that's a yes, 3athoub goomay yeebay the scream masks 

3athba: 3indina 2 scream masks wa7ed pumps blood wa7ed it doesn't, oo Su3ad has a mask 3ala 3ayooza

3abood: ana ba5ith the scream ily it pumps blood

3athba: ana aby il 3ayooza, Dalia you take the lame one =))

Me: like I care -.-

3athba: yala imshaw 

3abood: ay jam3iya?

3athba: inroo7 markaz sul6an a7san

Me: yala 3ayal 

We were on our way to markaz sul6an 

Me: 7alata inshoof nas in3arifhum :)

3athba: awnas :D

3abood: ilmuhim mataf9ikhoon your mask

3athba: eee eee

Little did they know I told Nasser what we were doing bas I don't think he would come, 9ayra kil shay agoola, I think I'm falling for him…

Wi9alna

3abood: yala put your masks on goolaw inshallah il security maygool shay

3athba: inshaallaah

Di5alna we walked in slowly, our plan was to scare people, we split up, walking up to random strangers 

I stood up in front of an old lady and just started at her, I was wearing a scream mask and an 3abaya

Old lady: allah ya5thik! taby ati9il im umik?! 5ara3tny ya bleees!

=)) =)) 

I walk away and guess who I see!!!!!!!!!! :O :O From all the people :O

I seeeeeee

Nasser and

Thamer! together!!! Ohma sh3arafhum ib ba3ath :O I walk up to them and just stand there =)) 

Nasser: 3iraft minu bas baskit :)

Thamer: yil3an abu shaklik!! Laish chithe imsawy imkhari3 il awadem!!

3athba comes up from behind them and puts her head between them both

Nasser: aaah!!

Thamer: 5ara ib ashkalkum!!!!!

We laughed!

ya3ny i3rifaw ina i7na banat!! =))

al7een Thamer efaker we're bit***s or something X_X

Thamer: ba3ad!! banat ha?? minu ya7mar Na9oor minu hathail!

3athba in a scary voice: you'll never know hahahaha!!

We run to 3abood 

Last thing we did was walk up to a group of girls 

dalooo3at eyeeboon il shalal :&

Girl 1: ampaaay shinu hathaa?

Girl 2: ashkarra ( ib kil dala3 oo burood ) dagga minu hatha saroon? yemken refeejich

Girl 1: chubay ya7marra fitha7teeenyy ;(

3abood: fitha7tay 3umrich yal ghabiya 

Girl 3: waaiy maleeel umpaayy

We all run towards them then leave and got in the car

Adrenaline rush :))))))))))))))

Me: That was such a thrill!!!!!!! wanasaa

3abood; athab6ich!

3athba: Lazim Lazim in3eedha =))

Me: jadd

3athba: Dalia shiftay wayh Thamer?? =))

Me: maskeen 5ag'ha

3athba: eee!!

3abood: la7tha shiftaw nas it3arfoonhum? ;o

3athba: eeee!! =))

3abood: close wela la?

3athba: kind of ee 

3abood: itha mu close latgulun ina intaw 3ashan we don't get into trouble

Me: eee ee akeed

3abood: taboon inmur macdonalds aw shay 3ashan lazim aroo7 il duwaniya

3athba: ee yabeela

3abood: yala

nizalna Macdonalds with the masks on =))

Maskeen il filibeeny 5agha =))

People thought we were mental :p

3abood: if you don't give us the right order I will kill you at night *pumps blood*

phillipino: okay sir x_x

3athba: and know we don't haf pipty pils

phillipino: here's the exact change thank you don't 8ome again

I turn my head and tilt it to the side

phillipino: joking joking I'm sorry!!

LOL!!!!!!!!!

Radaina il bait

BBM convo bainy oo bain Nasser:

Nasser: maskeen Thamer =))

Me: 5ag'ha 9a7? 

Nasser: ee bas al7een im3a9ib

Me: shegool?

Nasser: egool wa7da ib wa7da 

Me: gitla ina i7na

Nasser: madry

Me: gitla 9a7?

Nasser: la magitla

Me: i7lif

Nasser: ma7lif 3ala ashyaa tafha

Me: maleeeq tell me the truth pretty pleeease ;;)

Nasser: you'll find out eventually ;)

Me: ashkara bitsawoon shaay!!

Nasser: madryyy

Me: agool, shloun it3aref Thamer?

Nasser: 9a7by, 7ail ma3a

Me: ohh

Nasser: uhwa close ma3ach oo ma3a your friend 3athba 9a7?

Me: ee

He just knows ina I was there, mayadry ina 3abdullah oo 3athba ma3ay..

Nasser: kila yit7acha 3an 3athba

Me: mmm ee I guess :p

Nasser: shfeech you're acting awkward ;p

Me: la mafeeny shay

Nasser: don't worry I know ;)

Me: know what?

Nasser: kil shay

Me: shinu kil shay?

Nasser: about Thamer and 3athba and hathy Raghad ba3ad

Me: ohhh ashwa ya3ny I'm not alone

Nasser: you're never gonna be alone 7abeebty intay <3

Me: :$

Nasser: gooleely a7ibik

Me: maby :p

Nasser: laish? ;(

Me: may9eer throught texts ;$

Nasser: 9a7

Me: ee..

Nasser: 3ady adig?

Me: too soon..

Nasser: affaa!!

Me: sorry…

Nasser: a777