I always thought blogs were silly, but after I read some amazing stories I changed my mind. I thought it would be a great way to express feelings you can't really talk about or explain. Writing it or reading it, it doesn't really matter. It allows you to imagine the unimaginable.
One day, I was fed up of life, I was tired of all the feelings I had. So, I picked up a pen and started letting everything out, and this is what I wrote:
" No matter what I do, what I say, and what I think. It's never gonna change. No matter what I do to make myself look prettier. He's never gonna want me or love me . It hurts so much. Even though I love him and I would do anything for him, well… he won't. HE will always have MY heart, but SHE'LL always have his. It kills me saying this, but this is the truth. I've been in denial for years, and now I'm telling myself the truth, because without doing this I'll never ever get over him. Today June 9th, 11:22 PM. I will stop being in denial, and I'll confront my feelings. I'll do this by starting this blog!"
How pathetic was that right? Believe it or not it really helped. I felt so much better after writing that down. This is my first piece of advice, if you have any unresolved feelings concerning something let it all out on a piece of paper it WILL HELP!
Here goes nothing…
This is my first story, and it is a true one too. I wanted this blog to be unique, so it won't be in my point of view. It's gonna from my best friend's point of view. I will be writing it, but your gonna get to see how I've been hiding my feelings and how I appear to her. She knows everything about me, except one of my biggest secrets ever, which is what I wrote above.
Enjoy xx - Blogger X
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